i fell asleep and woke up next year.

Its christmass, it came so fast that i didnt have enough time to find holiday spirit. It makes me really sad that i dont count down or get crazy excited anymore. I thought it sucked being older but then again smoking and drinking myself retarded is pretty sweet too so i guess its a win loose, WHATEVS MANNNNN. 

merry xmas =) 

its hard to fly with a heavy heart

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me.

i am a lover.